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| SORI |
| 01.24.04 (7:43 pm) [edit] |
hhmmm ... lama betul tak letak aper aper kat sini .. maklum lahh sibok .. mana nak layan anak, laki, bapak, iskh iskh iksh.... sibok sungguh dan yang terlatest ... tengah kemas kini my bligspot ... bukan aper .. sometimes tu iman tak kuat jugak .. tengok template yang chantik chantik .. hekhekhekhe :P
One thing for sure is that I tak reti kenapa my entry kalau I view dari view a blog ... mesti entry terkini nampak .. tapi kalau I masuk pakai url, must key in the www infront .. issshhhh tu yang buat stress tu .. :evil:
So insyaAllah in the near future laa kengkawan ...
For my life hari hari .. actually nothing much ... Everyday is the same old thing day on day out tu jugak yang aku buat hari hari ... boring sungguh .. tak der drama langsung ...
And the long holiday LAGI boring with a capital and the biggest font of B ... I stayed home!!!!! .. with the rain and all, shessh ... jangan kata aku, my children also drive me up the wall jugak .... ni lah yang mak mak lain selalu I dengar cakap, "aku lagi rela dorang kat sekolah" .. hekhekhekhekhe .. tak der dorang rindu rumah sunyi sepi .. ada dorang Ya Allah ... tuhan saja yang tahu .. hekhekhekhe. :D :lol:
Kalau ada yang boring macam aku ni out there .. [b]here are some outdated pictures for your eyes feast[/b]
.. ni lah angkara tak der digicam ... Uwaaaa!!!! :(
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| halo |
| 01.22.04 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
Assalamualaikum teman!!! It had been sometimes since I came around hopping or tagging or just adding entries to my blog .... pokok nya time selalu tidak mengizinkan ... If I have the time to blog hop pun, very impossible for me to tag .. iskh iskh these children lately really drive me up the wall through the silling .. hekhekhekhkhekhe :twisted:
And also the maintenanca thing that Tblog is so much so frequent been doing .. selalu spoil my mood to blog... dah cun cun nak cite pasal Ayush ke pasal Seha ke, pastu tak leh blog ... nak menceceh kat blogspot hhmm .. nanti ahh belum datang 'light' dia .... sheesh!!! kahkahkahkah
At the same time I was also very much intend to switch to blogspot already .... macam all you wonderful people out there yang always told me to be patient patient patient ... maybe my patient level dah mellow and dah nak dekat accept blogspot .. only time will tell, InsyaAllah.
Felling sad also because Ratna Am to Pm ada ura ura nak stop blogging ... like most of you ... Her's is a dose of good medicine that can take our blues away ... for me I will read her post last .. cuz after all the serious matter and good reads at the other blogs, i.e. educational and all, I will end my blogging with a good laugh and light head and heart. Thank you Ratna ... never thought there are Real pople like you around .....(org mcm ni selalu kat TV sitcom jer!!!kahkahkah) MasyaAllah...Alhamdullilah :lol:
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| kisah cinta Azura dan Zack |
| 01.19.04 (4:58 am) [edit] |
If you guys can still remember the movie block buster of the 80's .. Azura ... here ada sambungan nya ... nikmatilah .....
[b]Kisah Cinta Azura & Zack[/b]
Azura dan Zack bersahabat sejak dari kecil.. Azura dan Zack saling cinta mencintai..
Setelah Besar... Zack melanjutkan pelajaran ke US dan Azura hanyalah seorang pengaggur.. Tetapi mereka terus berhubung surat dan telefon hinggalah 2 tahun kemudian... Zack tidak lagi menghantar sebarang berita...
Azura bersedih dan selalu berdoa agar hati Zack tidak berubah...
Setelah lebih 5 tahun... barulah Zack mengirimkankan satu surat dan minta agar Azura menjemputnya di Lapangan Terbang...
Azura sangat gembira dan merasakan Zack masih menyintainya...
Semasa menunggu Zack di lapangan terbang... Tiba-tiba bahu Azura di tepuk seseorang. Dan ternyata orang itu adalah seorang gadis yang putih, tinggi, seksi dan berbaju biru ketat.
"Kamu Azura kan?" tanya gadis Cun itu... lantas menyambung... "Kenalkan aku Zakiah.... Aku ingin memberitahu bahawa engkau tidak akan bertemu lagi dengan Zack. Lupakanlah dia....." tegas gadis tersebut.
Azura pucat dan hendak menangis... "Pompuan tak guna.. dah kau rampas Zack dari aku.. kau sakitkan hati ku lagi..." marah Azura..
Tiba-tiba gadis itu tersenyum dan menepuk bahu Azura dan berkata....
"Bawa bertenang... ini akulah Zack! nama baruku Zakiah.. Auwwww!!!"
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| Best pren |
| 01.18.04 (5:40 pm) [edit] |
Get this through e-mail from my best friend Norindah ... nice quotes to ponder ...
[image]bulan_869279093.jpg[/image] [image]bulan_685512465.jpg[/image]
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| chicknapped |
| 01.14.04 (10:08 am) [edit] |
Today ... my parents pulak yang buat surprise visit to me. [b]*Wink*[/b] at Lyana.
Early in the morning at about 8.30 I think,they knocked at our door. How happy the children was. Macam tak pernah jumpa!!
So today, ibu followed me to send the children to school. Ayush so proud cuz she's off diapers at home but she still goes to school with diapers on [i](yang kes mak dia tak confident ahh*nudge* at Ratna).[/i]
Gedek Gedebuk to make story short ... after fetching Ayush from school at 3pm, we went to Civic Plaza to pay my parents house loan at the bank, we returned to my parents house .. to much of our surprise the chicken coup had been house broken into. :shock:
The reban was in a mess!! The boxes that my dad used for the chicken to rest was all ransacked ... and two of the six chicks that are newly hatched was nowhere to be found!! they was chicknapped!!! :shock: :evil:
Should see my Df face .. macam nak makan orang!! Actually dia dah ngamuk ngamuk laa .. but I make joke to him, saying to just sell off the chick .. ye laa kan nak buat apa ayam banyak banyak ... at first he just jeling at me laa but in time dia, (I think at this time he cool off oredy ahh) pun said that the money selling off the chicks can pay off his house loan .. :D ade ke??
Hairan sungguh manusia ni eh ??? Rumah tak dapat reban pun jadik!! Haiz!!! They took only the pretty chicks pulak, yang pale looking ones was left .. kesian mak ayam tu ..
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| Ayush |
| 01.12.04 (7:39 am) [edit] |
There was once upon a time when I also want to kepo kepo change to blogspot but now ([i]sori kak Yati, for all your effort[/i]) I quit...I'm really hopeless with blogspot .. too troublesome. hehehe.
This is what I put in my entry for the trial on blogspot. Didn't put it here cuz at that time this is little of my concern ... so here goes for me to share pasal ada sambungan nya ...
This is the first part =
[b]Saturday, December 27, 2003 [/b]
Alhamdullilah .... disebab kan diapers Ayush dah habis .. dan fulus nowhere to be found ... terpaksa laa toilet train Ayush.... So hari ini dia berak kat jamban .. then lepas tu dia kencing kat jamban .. nasib baik film kat camera tu dah habis kalau tak haiii .. kat jamban pun nak diambil nya gambar .. macam Cik Lyana kita laa hehehehehhe ....
So tu dia .. ayush feel soo proud of herself and I am happy too .. And I really hope this last.
[b]end[/b]
Then this happened =
[b]Monday, December 29, 2003 [/b]
Sudah laa .. Ayush tu.. auta jerr ... Hari ni I kene lap kencing dia on the floor. She was soo engrosed playing the computer sampai tak tau yang dia need to go to the toilet.
I was just checking on her.. I said
"Ayush .. Ayush nak kencing tak darling" (bukan main baik lagi I ngan dia ...) heheh
" nanak .. umi ayush macam budak kecik cakap nanak .. heheheh"
Time ni I sikit pun tak syak aper aper . Then kehendak Allah .. I nak pick up a toy kat bawah kerusi yang diduduki nya ...
" eh .. ayush kencing eh?? " "tak lah " dia cakap ngan penuh confident .. " pastu apasal ni basah ni " She didn't answer ... when I look closely, ada a small puddle kat bawah kerusi dia and dia nya seluar dah basah ... Apa lagi I pun cubit laa peha dia and angkat dia masuk toilet ..
Rupa rupa nya yang dia buat suara budak budak tu .. dia dah rasa bersalah laa .. konon buat kelakar laa kasi I leka ... aiyooo this anak soo smart ahh .. MasyaAllah.
Sambil nangis nangis kat toilet dia cakap " Ayush nak pakai pampers jer laaa ... Ayush nak pakai pampers jerr laaa " hai hai . camana niiiiii
Tapi, I tak give in .. I kasi jer dia pakai panties .. and warning dia lagi ... So dengan hati yang sungguh berat dia oblige.
Dalam beberapa lama gitu ... Dia sound .. " Umi .. Ayush nak berak ...tengok Ayush pandai kan, Ayush bilang kan " So I pun senyum senyum laa .. cakap " aaaa .. macam ni laaa Umi sayang ... come come go toilet .. cepat .."
Nak tau cerita ... rupa rupanya dia dah berak dulu kat dalam seluar .... Lahhhhhhhhh ..... [b]end[/b]
Then today I tried again .. after school as usual I shower her and put on her diapers .. after her lunch, she passed motion ... after I cebok her, I purposely didn't put diapers on her although with much of her objection ... :?
After bout 1 or more [i](I couldn't recall, even forgotten that she is not using diapers.hehehe )[/i]hours, while on the Pc, she suddenly said to me in a kanceong state ala Mdm Ratna [b]*wink*[/b] she said she wanted to go.
Punyalah beta happy .... so it happened 2 or 3 times that she tell to go to the toilet .. Alhamdullilah. Until bedtime she is 'free'.
I am one happy mommy. For now that is ... do not want to talk too soon again. Let us see tomorrow .... :wink:
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| she did it again |
| 01.11.04 (7:09 pm) [edit] |
Ibu ... ibu ... (*geleng**geleng*) do you remember when my df mengamuk at me the other day?? And I say maybe his hungry. haa this is the story .. Jeng Jeng Jeng .... :?
Yesterday .. pagi pagi my Df came to my house ... not knowing MIL also here ... :? Luckily MIL here .. cuz then I cook laa .. hehhehee :lol: So Df pun makan laa lontong goreng yang I made dengan gumbira nya ...
Alkisah nya Dm tak masak .. and if she masak pun .. mesti lambat ... DF cakap breakfast at 10 or 11, lunch at 3 or 4, dinner at 9 or 10 ... [i]hai laa ibu kenapa laa dah tua tua buat perangai[/i] .... and if tak lambat mesti masin or tawar, laa ... my mom used to be a very good cook infact she is a cook .. :shock:
Tapi if dengar dari Dm... this is what she backs herself... she said my Df if subuh tak nak bangun kan dia .. selalu dia teperanjat teperanjat .. bangun dah lambat lambat laa siap breakfast .. " kalau aku duduk zikir .. sakit hati .. kalau aku tengok tv .. tak senang .. takkan aku asik nak kat dapuuuuurrrr aje ." she said. She said , he never ask for food ... by Df want the food just to be ready and served .. Dm said she's not a maid. *roll eyes*
Df seldom talk to her anymore, she ones complaines .. if talk, sure wanna quarell. She told me when she cook and saji he sometimes do not wanna eat. ([i]ni kes dah merajuk laa ni, tak nak makan-mogok)[/i]Then he also always complain the food not nice ... "[i]eh Abah ni .. kita makan anak beranak kesedapan .. abah cakap tak sedap lak ..aiyooo"[/i] I ever told Df.
So the conclusion is ... dua dua salah .. satu dah tak nak amik berat .. yang satu tak leh nak timbang rasa... tapi kalau berjauhan tau rindu .. cheet!!
Ni lah eh hidup rumah tangga .. muda muda, my Dp ni jaaaaaaaaaaaraaaaang gaduh, I grew up in the most pleasant environment .. sampai I dah kawin pun dorang masik keluar malam minggu makan kat Adam's .. sampai hairan my Dh .. ni suma kecoh kecoh since my Df kene Stroke tu laa .. kesian jugak ngan Dm .. banyak sabar ... cuma kebelakangan ni jerr ..Dm pun macam dah BOCHAP, agak nya dah had enuff with Df nya keletah ... Allah aje yang tahu ... Semoga Allah berikan kesabaran dan ganjaran yang berlipat ganda to my Dm.. Amin.
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| best friend |
| 01.09.04 (11:26 am) [edit] |
This blog had change my life tremendously for the little time that i'm in it ...
You see .. with all the hoo haa that had been going on here . I have problems of my own .. thanks to this blog sometimes for the little time that I have blogginh it make me forget a little of my troubled mind.
I have 3 significate women in my life .. apart from my mom that is ... it's my cousin (the one that overnight numerous time during ramadan at my house), Norindah (my best friend) and the other one i've never mention here is Eida (my blood sister).
All of them knew each other .. but all of them are not all of them's friend .. thay are only MY friends. They are my only friends in my good and bad times. The ones I can relate to the only friends that I have before I Blog.
I have many friends though but all of them are just come and go friends ... like school friends, raletive kinda friends or just plain friends ... but these 3 is through thick and thin friend... if you know what I mean.
Since I started blogging ... my cousin started to say i'm different and latest my blood sister was ticked off by some entry on my blog ... and thought I pushed her out of my life already .... but that is all not the case. I was misjudged. I was misquoted. I was wronged. :cry:
The grudge with my cousin over the blog sudah dilerai kan and alhamdullilah every is back to normal.
And Alhamdullilah, not the case for Norindah as she say in her email :
I miss u actually. cuma foto page & blog aje yg sikit ubat rindu I pada u....
Well as you can see ... Dorang ni semua manja kat I and I also tumpang manja kat dorang .. sememang nya I tak ada adik beradik perempuan and also for these 3 people of my life .. so kita saling manja bermanja ... Norindah is independent so she find other ways to get in touch with me.
As I said to her in a replied email :
Try to call laa once in a while .. mana la tau time tu I free ... kalau I yang nak call lambat laa.... keje belambak .. kalang kabut ... how I wish dorang sekolah pagi .. at least petang leh goyang kaki skit ...
But that is not the case for Eida .. she berkecil hati .. I was distance. This I admit I'm wrong cuz I didn't make the effort. But I really do not have the time to call. And she was also so busy with her work and all. Takut kalau I call menganggu pulak kan.
What I saw at her fotopage shocked the daylight out of me. This is what happend between me and Eida recently from her fotopage :
Start reading from the bottom comment to understand.
[b]click here to know what happened[/b]
My dearest Eida ..
If you are reading this please understand.
You are always in my mind. Never once I forgotten you. I always waited for your call. Please do not let this blog come in our way. Eversince I have this blog in a little way, enlighten me of my boring routine life.
Please be happy for me. You know before this, I do not have a single, apart from the 3 of you, person to call friend. I do not know how to put in beautiful nice word for you to ponder. But I know you understand what I mean.
It really bothers me to know that you are bothered in my entry about Norindah. This I apologise. But I explained it to you already. Tiada beza nya perasaan aku dengan kau kalau Norindah my best friend or you my best friend. You are alway my first best friend. You knew it, so does Norindah.
Thank you for being jelous then I know you still love me. But I beg of you, do not do this to me again. Do not threaten to end our lovely relationship. Never in my wildest dream to cast you aside, to forget about you.
Even when I went to the blogging mommies gathering, I think of you. How you would also like to have friends like this. They accepted me for what I am and surely InsyaAllah they will gladly accept you too. That is why I offer you to blog too.
I was feeling down and watching MTV (this I seldom do) and this song by jamal Abdillah and Nursarah was on air. I immediately thought of you. Please listen to this song and hayati the lyrics. I dedicate that song to you.
Like you said it .. maybe this things happen is to show how strong our feeling to one another might be and God is testing us.. ...like you said it, 'as we make new frends we might one day think and remember that one of the fren we had long bfore was the only fren dat are so precious to us...rite??? ' True .. that is very true.
Thank you for forgiving me, Thank you for your kind understanding. Cus whatever it is, nothing can stand in the way of our relationship. Not blogging, Not Norindah, and defenitely not my cousin. But please, don't let me choose.
I love you Eida .. I love you deep.
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| allergies |
| 01.09.04 (6:33 am) [edit] |
I got to know yesterday .. Ayush had allergies with petis ... yah of all things petis yang di-allergy kan .. and she didn't even eat a lot only rasa rasa type ...
We were eating Rojak Bandung at my mom's place ... then Ayush, being the makan type ... wanted to have a taste ... in about one hours time .. rashes developed an her hands, arms and legs ... i was sooo panicked I frieked out .. screaming and jumping up and down .. " alamak !!! alamak !!! astargfirullah !!! Ayush nya tangan kenapa ni ... Ibu!!! ni allergies laa .. agak nya petis tadi tak ... !!!!" and my mom also kanceong ... terlari lari pusing pusing satu rumah nak carik obat ...
Time tengah letak kan Zambuk at the effected area tu ... Ayush asked me " Umi kesian tak dengan anak Umi ??" hehehe then I said " kesian nyer laa, anak umi lah" hhmmm ... itu rupanya yang dia nak dengar .. pasal, I like to say those words ... if anything happened to my DDs .. time tengah kanceong tu tadi, I tak ter cakap gitu .. So she asked me ... ([i]tak sabar agak nya[/i])
Hai laa budak petes nih ... cakap petes .. diapers tak nak lepas...
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| happy birthday |
| 01.07.04 (7:05 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday was Ayush's birthday ... nothing much la ... biasa laa kan Dh tak celebrate celebrate nya orang ... So kita, April and I cuma happy happy jerr nyanyi kan dia Allah selamat kan kamu .. and ada laa some goodies for her classmates...
When I pass the goodie bag to her teacher, teperanjat kodok member .. " Soo early??!!" heehhehe .. tu laa kenapa laa Ayush ni keluar lambat na .. kengkawan dia suma dah K1 .. dia masik terbontot bontot masuk nursery ... *NUDGE* Ratna so no wonder Nadiah small .. I punya awal .. U punya akhir .. bukakakak ..
Ayush was so happy .. telling us how her teacher sing happy birthday for her and giving out the goodies to her friend ... keep on saying "Ayush dah besar" .. hhmm dah besar kentot ni .. tapi diapers tak nak lepas .. sheesh.
Initially I ada cerita nak story .. tapi pasal cerita sensasi minggu ini lebih MENARIK dari cerita I .. so I tak ingat nak cerita apa ... It slipped my mind ... mbe next time jerr ....
*WINK**WINK*
hari ni I nak masak sotong masak itam .. laundry dah jemur .. yang dah angkat dah lipat .. April yang lipat .. pastu nanti nak vacuum .. pastu mop .. hhmm lagi half hr nak antar Ayush gi sekolah pastu antar April pulak.
Patu kasi T*t*k kat seha .. petang amik budak dua ekor dari sekolah .. Massalama.
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| prison |
| 01.06.04 (10:24 am) [edit] |
this blog really spoil my Ilham to write bout my visit to the prison ... but I try ahh .. sometimes as I go on the thoughts all come rushing .. sampai terbabas babas I type .. hehehe :lol:
Well bismillahirahmanirrahim .. the visit goes like this ... the place Ya Allah .. stinks with a capital S.. not in the prison but outside .. it as at Lorong Halus .. the place is full of those Sand Trucks .. and sooo deep inside .. you cannot walk in and there's no bus .. only taxi and private vehicle could reach there ... the stinking part is .. it's a place for dumping waste I think ... maybe no need to think .. IT IS!! .. but once we step in the prison building the smell is no longer there.... Alhamdullilah .. (sampai naik mygrain seyy)
Waiting for our number to be call was (my english not good ahh ) like iternity, very membebankan .. sungguh azab, said my MIL ... punya laa lama .. and soooooo many Malays .. so little of the other races .. And you can see babies and old people .. young people of every kind .. the pretty ones the ugly ones the rough type the smily ones and also the nikab ones... yes yang hijab yang tutup muka.. :cry:
MIL said "macam pesta eh .. suma orang melayu .. tak serik serik ker dorang ni..Ya Allah ... ampunkan laa dosa orang orang ni semua ..ngkau tengok bangsa lain boleh kira.. " dengan muka dia yang berkerut ... and she goes on and on and on .. (tuhan aje yang tau betapa I sabar time tu) sampai I rasa kalau my own mother I had ask her to keep quiet .. Iye lah kan .. kalau laa ada orang yang takleh terima dia cakap gitu .. tak ke naya .. ( anak dia pun kat dalam ) :?
So the time comes for us to get in ... it's the same like the one we saw on tv .. sama laa .. only thing is this one is harder to talk to the one over the mirror .. there's mirror above and from the bottom of the table ada 5 inche of wire mesh and I think ada three layers on them ... so that maybe people cannot smuggle anything laa ... and when you want to talk you have to really be near the besi .. and i was like leaning against the mirror to talk to him ... (dah macam nak cium mulut lak) buakakak :roll: ... sampai sakit dada beta.
Well ... he ask me how I can get in to see him .. And believe it or not ... I have to bring my surat nikah .. DH birth cert .. and my IC .. aiyoo so troublesome .. then I can get in .. he was naturally shocked :shock: ...
I told him whatever happens in the housewhole and how he is now abandoned by his bros .. and also how they mocked at me for helping MIL to see and help him .. and how MIL was lock out of the house by her other DIL ... and so on .. I thought I will feel uneasy(kekok) talking to him (malam compose words laa apa laa - sampai sana compose kemana tactful kemana ).. but heheh knowing me ahh .. bukan main rancak lagi bebual .. macam dah kenal lama gitu ... like we've known for ages :D
He thought that his government things like driving licence and ERS was done by his bro that his last address was but when MIL say that I & DH was the one doing it ... he just looked at me with disbelieve ... (eh jangan laa tenung lama lama - cair gitu ) hehehe ...
I told him how MIL broke down missing him and how she cried for him that even her husband's death didn't make her shed any tear ... he cried.. and promised and vow .. not to repeat what he had done .. MIL was crying .. he was crying .. and apa lagi yours truly pun banjir lah jugak .. "Aku pun tak nak masuk sini lagi laa .. mak .. aku tak nak " he said ... and the 3 of us cried and cried ...
I hope it is not crocodile tears for him ... I really hope he wil repent ... and befor we go .. he asked me for one thing ... if I were to see him again ... he ask me to bring him a novel of Riwayat Nabi Muhammad (s.a.w.) in english ... (for this I need Iman or Alia's help)
And talking to him while crouching in the besi jaring bulat bulat tu .. without looking at his face ... really feels like I'm talking to my DH .. MasyaAllah his voice and gaya tona suara dorang sama seyyyyyy .... :wink:
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| dearest brother in law |
| 01.04.04 (8:54 am) [edit] |
I felt pity over my BIL nowadays that the fact had drawn in, that nobody wants him. How do I put this ... see my BIL is in prison for drugs ..... :cry:
He is a nice guy naturally, hard working and not to mention a filial son. Did I say he is nice ..?? well he is too nice, way over too nice that he cannot say no to resistance. In his case he get in to wrong company(tapi bukan samseng remaja ahh). And this is what he had to pay ... spent time in prison.
Naturally, most people would say .. good for him , let him taste his own medicine. I would .. in fact I said that and didn' bother about him since he went in, maybe it was in 2001 if i'm not mistaken. He was never in my life before and I thought he would never be. As you can see he is 2 years older then me only that I married his bigger brother that makes him my 'younger' BIL. The relationship I had with him is just 'hey, how are you' kind of thing.
Till one day, in syawal. My MIL suddenly thinks of his youngest son.maybe, with no husband and all naturaly she thinks of him. She make her thought loud to all 4 of her older sons, including my Dh. But none of them seems to be interested, whilst passing the responsibility to one another with reasons that they do not know how to get hold of him ... sheesh. :evil:
This thing carried on for weeks till when my MIL was at my house that day (if you could remember), she broke down in front of me and Dh. Knowing her, this is very unusual for MIL. Even when FIL past away early last year ... she didn't shed a tear .. she looked sad but no tears. this shocked DH and I ... but apparently not to his other 3 sons .. :cry:
So unwilling out of good gesture I volunteer to make every posibility way for her to meet her son. So the day came last month. She was grateful to me but not my other older BIL. They say that I was stupid to make her meet their Bro. That I do not understand.
Maybe I am a mother myself. No matter how naughty of bad a person is. Only a mother can love. I was thinking to myself, how MIL missed her son till she can cry. Till she said " sampai hati ngkorang biakan dia kat dalam ... memang laa dia buat salah tapi dia bukan merompak .. bukan dia membunuh ... dia cuma makan dadah ... dia anak aku .. adik korang ... macam mana jahat dia sekalipun dia darah daging aku ... aku ..."
"Kasi laa dia sokongan biar dia sedar .. aku jahat gini ..abang 2 aku ambik berat kat aku .... biar dia sedar ... biar dia tak buat lagi .. biar dia insaf .." and she keeps pounding her chest wihile saying this. If I was in her shoes how would I feel. ([i]betul betul Tak sampai hati jadinya[/i])
His driving licence, his ERS .. nobody bothers to do it for him ... so yours truly did it ... although with objection from DH at first ..... when I put some sense in him ... I know he unwillingly permits me to do all the jobs.
But alhamdullilah Dh now is the one who is concern about him ... renewing BIL's driving licence and even topping up his CPF contribution for the ERS scheme. Dh even mention if he is out he can stay with us ... that doesn't bother me at all. I already sincerely wanted to help. Since no one wanted to take him in .... lets take a little sacrifice.
Tomorrow morning MIL and I will be visiting him in prison ... and I am now composing whatever that I wanted to say to him .. well this is going to be my first long talk to him ... and I will definately give him a piece of me ... ([i]nak basuh dia cukup cukup laa ... kasi mak nangis camtu, biaaaassssaaaa dia ehh[/i]) But I know I have to do this in the most tactful manner ....
Naqia can help me with this or not ..?? :?:
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| jemputan |
| 01.03.04 (7:35 am) [edit] |
The whole day today was spent at my void deck, cuz there's a wedding being held. The wedding of my reletive who stays at the 3rd level of my flat. Just below mine.
I did a little 'rewang' since yesterday and today also ... but mostly I entertain the guest laa ... heeheh .. knowing me ahh ... everybody I know, I will layan. :lol:
Met Lyana's PIL and Lyana's DH cousins ... and some long lost relative's and also Raya relative (this kind of relative you only meet at Raya or weddings laa) hehe ... My DDs' had fun playing with all the lil' ones and also watching the bride and groom at the dias.
Alhamdullilah .. today kitchen's close as I tapau some of the foods there also at the end of the day. My MIL is around so she saveguard my house. Also bringing some of the relative to my house also. Biasa laa kan .. dorang tanya mana kita tinggal ... then cakap "atas ni jer". Tak kan tak nak pelawa kan. :P
April's staying over at my parent house tonight ... and tomorrow we are going to the cemetery to visit my FIL's grave. Well that's the reason why MIL is here. More Jemputan tomorrow ... and more of DH long face to endure... :wink:
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| gabra |
| 01.02.04 (7:43 am) [edit] |
Today as any most mom here is experiencing ... is the most challenging days of our life .. tul tak ... heheh :lol:
Sungguh masa berlalu sungguh pantas when you are not realising it. Tau tau dah besar jendol jendol ni suma .. hehehe ...
The day start with making them big breakfast. I usually only prepare them breads or cereals. But today I goreng Mee. Both my girls are in the afternoon session. so senang laa kan. Satu kali jalan. Only that Ayush ends at 3 and April's at 6.30.
April's usual school time will start at 12.45 but only for today, they start at 12. So Dm helps me to send Ayush today. Cuz Ayush's school also starts at 12. Thank you much Ibu. I appreciate that.
Alhamdullilah ... both my girls enjoyed their school. They really put me at ease. April was very happy and not nervous or scared. And Ayush also enjoys her 1st day in school. Waving my Dm away as she looks on through the windows. heheh.
At April's school the place was chaos. With moms and dads and grandparents and maids and what not. hehehe Until the Principal had to chase us away. Went back home for awhile and also to fetch Ayush. Ayush will only be in school for 1 hour till wednesday.
I went back to April's school to go for recess. Alhamdullilah she adapted to the school really well. She was chomping away when I arrived. She told me that her buddy teach her to buy the food at the canteen. She even told me not to worry cuz she's a big girl now and know how to take care of herself and assured me that she is ok.
Looking at her, I really was amazed how maturely she talked to me, cuz thinking back when I was her age, I still so much depended on my mom to do everything. Even way back as in kindergarten I was literally crying till the 2nd week of school!! heheh (tak malu eh).
Tapi Alhamdullilah I need not worry anymore.
Well .. 2 down .... 1 to go....
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| had fun |
| 01.01.04 (9:02 am) [edit] |
Alhamdullilah ... I had fun today. Had a geder geder session with the blogger moms and non-moms. :lol:
Happy meeting [b]Iman, Yati, Pinkie, Lyana, Mummy Jam, And Rya[/b] again. Nice to meet the beautiful [b]Herda [/b], sweet [b]Darling Baby[/b] and sofisticated [b]Trina[/b] for the first time - though we hardly talk, but I observe. hehehe A BIG Thank you to the sweet host - [b]Mamafai[/b], who opens her door to the kecorable me and my most active daughters. :)
I had a wonderful time yacking away with them and missed the rest like [b]Lyna, Zuraini, Ainn, and Ann[/b].
I never imagine my life at 30 will be this colourful with the wonderful technology like blogging. :) Used to Chat in IRC like some 6 years ago but the experience is never the same.
I gain useful information like motherhood and religious knowledge unvoluntarily. This I cherished. Getting to meet and know muslimah of all walks of life that I never thought I can befriended with. :D
Thank you fellow bloggers for marking my 30th year on earth worthy. AlhamdullilahirabbilA'lam in ....
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| new year, what new year .. |
| 12.31.03 (9:23 am) [edit] |
Actually there is nothing that I need to jot down here today .. but somehow I 'ter' picit the left click button on the mouse .. heheheh (banyak nye terclick eh)
Blog hopping just now .. make me wonder what's all the fuss about New Year .. or maybe I am just a housewife who to, me that is, every day is just another day .. and I even, sometime, missed the dates. What I know is just the day. Am I alone or what!!
Reading at Ratna's blog I fully agree with her .. life goes on after the Partaaaayyy .. heheh so what's new .. nothings really new.
And also I am soooo used to not celebrating anything. Only remembering the dates. Something like ' Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah' thing .. do you remember the Malaysian channel used to have this section in the 80's before Berita Dunia or something ... heheh
Dh do not believe in celebrating .. he said it's all nonsence.... hhhmmm. At first I thought his reason for this is that he don't remember .. but numerous years of testing .... (yela .. action laa take ingat haribulan, then tanya dia .." bang hari ini haribulan berapa eh??" and he always jawab " tau laa .. jangan nak action laa" ) ternyata dia tau.
People used to tell me " eh?? ngko tak celebrate annivesary" or sometime " eh ?? birthday ngko tak dapat apa apa kerr??" those kind of question. At first I feel down but now not anymore ... pasal I keep thinking positive bout it. Pasal every month pun dapat benda baru perr .. baju ker, kasut kerr, and once in awhile dapat yang mahal skit laa .. like handfone kerr , computer kerrr .... aarrgghhh talking bout it .. I need A DIGICAM !!!!
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| mummy |
| 12.30.03 (5:50 pm) [edit] |
Went to Causeway Point yesterday ... had fun .. knowing me I look at malls like children look at toy store .. heheh. So we bought this we bought that .. some neccessity some not .. heheh. (dh tak der .. bayar niat laa)
Then, dinner time, we just went to McD. Spoilt for choice for a place to eat and this children wanted McD.... sheesh :? So there we are eating eating eating .. then come in a girl 12-15 years old and her small sister mayber 9-10 years .. this big sister is wearing the tudung .. and she is the stylo kind of wearing tudung .. tau laa kan budak sekarang nya pakai tudung .. jeans ketat blouse pendek.. tapi cover skins laa .. then she sat beside us.. not really beside us but there was a big human traffic gap. I didn't realise anything until my eyes was wandering at a toddler walking behind her .. as the baby was about the height of the McD chairs .. I notice the big sister's backside .. and I go .. Astargfirullah !! . I can see her panties!!.. cus the way she was sitting was like leaning to the front of the table. Ya Allah .. tu laa pakai lagi blouse pendek .. pastu atas tutup panties nampak .. and alot of her lower back skin pun laa... Then I ask April if she can see it too. Then she ask me, " Umi.. asal dia tak tau .. kan boleh rasa angin kan" I was thinking of telling the big sister bout her panties but when April said that .. kenapa ntah tak jadi lak ..hhmm.
But she left her table before us ... renungkanlah .. hhmm :?
Then ada lagi satu at McD also .. yang ni I suka .. pasal knowing I am not alone bout this makes me somewhat rather feel good .. bukan apa la . sometimes i feel I am not a good enough mother ... so here goes the story ..
Walked past me a mother and her son ..
"mummy.. mummy I want the Macdonald toy mummy"
"Ok" the mother said
After a while they walked back with burgers in the mummy's hand and no toy.
"mummy, where's my toy!!"
"they said it was out of stock.No more. The aunty gave me the burgers first. Tomorrow then can collect the toy. Come come lets go"
"mummy... I want the toy!!" And the mother pull him away....
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| 12.29.03 (7:03 am) [edit] |
If interested nak tengok gambar basi silakan :
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| Haram menikahi gadis sekampung |
| 12.29.03 (4:53 am) [edit] |
Got this from my best friend Norindah .... wanted badly to share this with you guys ... renungkanlahhhhh ....
Assalamualaikum..!!!
Subject: FW: Haram menikahi gadis sekampung
MUI Jakarta mengeluarkan fatwa baru.
Setelah diadakan rapat dan diskusi diantara para pemimpin MUI dan
dewan pakarnya, memberikan fatwa pada tanggal 3 oktober tahun 2003:
"HARAM HUKUMNYA BAGI SEORANG MUSLIM LAKI-LAKI UNTUK MENIKAH
DENGAN GADIS SEKAMPUNG"
Fatwa MUI ini telah menimbulkan perdebatan yang sangat sengit antara
yang pro dan kontra. Bahkan banyak pihak yang menyatakan bahwa MUI telah
gegabah mengambil keputusan tersebut. Untuk mencari tahu alasan MUI
mengeluarkan fatwa tersebut, maka wartawan republika mewancari
sekretaris umum MUI Prof.Dr. Din syamsudin
Inilah isi wawancara tersebut:
Wartawan: Pak syamsudin, bagaimana MUI bisa mengeluarkan fatwa haram untuk
menikahi gadis sekampung?
Prof.Dr.Din Syamsudin: Bagaimana enggak haram, menikahi satu orang
gadis aja berat, apalagi satu kampung, kan itu banyak jumlahnya.....
Dasar Kampungan ......
Wassalam.
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| my darling |
| 12.28.03 (8:10 am) [edit] |
Ni lagi satu kisah my darling ... ([i]eleh darling konon sekali aku baling[/i]) .. heheheh :lol:
He was in a good mood today .. Taking us out to Selatar Rezervoir. Tu pun pinjam kereta Df laa ... tapi we went to my parents' house to collect the car by BUS. Kenapa I stress out the bus word you might ask?? Pasal Dh I liat nak naik public transport like bus and train .. taxi tak perr ... tapi memandang kan taxi mahal .. so we end up kalau tak der kereta or van company, duduk rumah laa jawab nya ..hehehe :roll: ([i]nak beli kerata belum mampu[/i])
Back to my story hehe .. kita bersantai kat seletar, kasi bebudak run wild .. happy. Dh pun sik cakap cakap jerr... ader jer yang dia nak story ... Ni juga adalah suatu kejadian yang jarang dijumpa dalam my housewhole. (Dh I berat mulut orangnya). Then dalam 6 pm gitu dia cakap .." yok kita checkout the new Giant kat Sembawang, by the time Magrib leh sampai rumah." Oh tidak!!! adakah aku bermimpi disiang hari. Dengan tidak berlengah kita pun grab the children and head for the carpark .. tengah on the way tu .. I tak leh lekang ngan my smile from ear to ear .. hehehh happy u..
Then it happened ... :evil: At the junction nak belok ke kanan into the carpark ... Dh cakap " eh eh !!! Ramai nya orang..!! " by this time my smile was totally wiped out from my face.( [i]pasal dah dapat agak Dh nya kepala hotak tengah pikir apa[/i]) Then he keep on looking at the rear view mirror .. " emm.. kita gi lain kali laa eh?? carpark pun line up tu..(pause.. but keep looking at the mirror)..ok tak??" ([i]nampak sah menyesal dia suggest it in the first place[/i])"Suka ati laa" I said in a small voice. "ok tak?? Pack laa.." " suka atiiiiii..." I say again maintaning my cool. ([i]konon buat suara ngan muka kesian laa[/i])Then ingat kan dia nak masuk jerr laa carpark tu .. sekali nya dia U-TURN!!! :evil:
So I diam jerrr .. tak leh nak buat aper aper .. tak per laa .. I rasa I lagi rela balik .. walau pun berat hati .. daripada kita pergi jerr tapi muka Dh boleh lap lantai .. ye tak ??? and I respect his decisions ....
Tapi kan .. kesian lak ngan Dh .. sik sik tengok belakang, sik sik tengok rear view mirror ... heheheh ..
"And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts). Verily in that are Signs for those who reflect" (30: 21).
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| penat |
| 12.27.03 (8:21 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday .. we ent to BBQ @ my aunt's place ... at first I when my mom ajak I said no, cuz I know Dh will surely say he dowan to go .. :x so when I told him he say ... " ok per go BBQ. Lama tak bakar bakar ...: :shock: tak teperanjat kodok kawan .. hehehe. So tanpa hegeh hegeh kita pun tepon Df suruh amik kita ... *yey* :lol: :D
We reached there siang ... Dh ajak go NTUC nak beli some monthly groceries ... with beaming eyes I cakap " Pasir putih pasir putih (white sands mall) kat situ ada NTUC" so dengan berat hati Dh (can see in his face) kita pun pegi laaa. So suma jangan terperanjat ... kalau jalan ngan Dh cam ni .. kata nak go NTUC kan .. cerita nya camni ..
1 - keluar carpark
2 - menuju NTUC at B1
3 - masuk NTUC carik barang
4 - amik barang and proceed to cashier
5 - terus masuk lift and proceed to carpark
6 - balik
Aaarrrrggggghhhhh !!!!!! :evil: :evil:
Nasib baik time BBq tu kita had fun ... bakar bakar .. makan makan .. bakar bakar lagik .. makan makan lagik .. fuyo .. lama tak buat keje macam ni .. hehehe tapi bukan kat chalet or tepi pantai laa .. kat rumah jerr .. :( pasal my aunt ni rumah macam my parents' kat bawah) .. tapi best kan ... :o
Dh pun sound sekali sekali nak buat cam ni kita 5 beranak jerr ... dia cakap "the last time kita buat time Izza (April) sorang eh??, ok laa nanti tanya kat Siti (collegue) kalau ada chalet perr (free). hehehe. " oh bahagia nya time dengar tu .. tapi I do not get my expectation too high ahh .. knowing my Dh ni ntah ntah anak 4 pun belum tentu dapat .. heheheheh :x
So dah past midnight, suma orang cam tak tau nak balik gitu .. my DDs pun bukan main lagi bayar niat ... then it happened .. Ayush muntah .. cuz she eats too much. Ayush is the kind that do not know when she is full. Lagi lagi kalau ada makanan yang dia suka (reads-sea food) hai tak ingat betbetan anak tu sorang. :cry:
Then baru laa Dh and Df ajak balik .....
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| orientation |
| 12.26.03 (9:32 pm) [edit] |
Went to April's Primary 1 orientation in the morning.
BOOOOOORRRRIIIIINNNNNNGGG G ...... Ya Allah punya laa boring orientation tu .. buat laa ada scetch ker ader tarian ker ader aper aper laa ni tidak ..... caaaaakkkkaaaaaappppppp jer .. sampai ader yang macam naik bus .. terhangguk hangguk ... terlelap .. heheh ader yang nangis .. nak ikut kakak masuk klas .. tu Ayush laa tu .. hai ...
The principal, vice principal and god knows siapa lagi ... bla bla bla bla bla ..... apa yang dia nak bilang suma ada kat goodie bag yang dorang kasi. dorang ingat kita kat rumah goyang kaki ker .. tak der apa apa nak buat. Kasi kita buang masa kat situ .3 jam sey ... bukan memain ... (aik!!mara nampak..hehehe :twisted: )
I pun aper lagi .. letak kat feed back form .. to make the orientation time shorter .. or do a mini concert .. so tak boring sangat. boleh gitu... :twisted:
Tapi I can see April was happy. Dia rasa ah macam dah besar betul la gitu, dah masuk sekolah besar kan .. aiyooo soooo perasan. hhehehehe
Ayush sik merengek jerrr .. nak masuk class. Aik dia ingat ni memain ker .. ?? Seha also restless. Dh ... alhamdullilah .. dia ok. Pasal when the children dah start jer nak get restless ... I told him to go to the canteen ... hai my darling tu kalau perut kenyang hati pun senang .. so alhamdullilah ader stall yang bukak. :lol:
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| Df kalah |
| 12.26.03 (3:03 am) [edit] |
I went the .. eventually .. heheheheh :lol: :lol: I laughed because I rasa Df and I macam bebudak ... :lol: masik main geng tak geng ... but actually it's not the geng tak geng thing.
I know Df didn't mean to halau me or get angry over the tiles. Thinking about it maybe he is hungry at that time. hehehe. Yang pasal hungry ni lain cerita, InsyaAllah akan I cerita kan kat you all. hehe :twisted:
So there I was. Actually I planned to go there when he left for friday prayers, but reached there earlier. So I linger outside the flat and observe the plant. YaAllah.. suma pokok layu jerrr... so I joke at my Dm " tu laaa ada gardener di halau, kan pokok suma merajuk" heehhehe... Dm goes " eh eh aku siram tau.." I goes " dia taknak tangan ibu...." and we laughed.
So when Df came out of the house, to go for prayers, at that time I was chit chatting with the neighbour and pretended not to see him... but I saw in the corner of my eye, he ask Ayush where I was and looked at me. So he pun nampak I macam bo layan kan .. dia pun dengan terhincut hincut nya go to the carpark behind the block .. kesiannnnn... :twisted:
Then I pun masuk rumah .... hehehe (cut strory short ahh)... when he came back I was talking on the phone with my SIL. on seeing him I went to the end of the kitchen (tempat ni macam balcony laa gitu ). Then when he went to the kitchen I pun keluar gi depan rumah duduk kat tangga. heheeh konon play hard to get laa .. hehehe :twisted: ( jahat eh kita) hehehe
Then came the waktu .. jeng jeng jeng jengggggg .... I was sitting outside and looking at the chickens ... suddenly I heard " dik dik .." hahahah abah call me laaaa...... Abah kalah eh .. abah kalah eh ... heheh . " ah nak apa" I say in a straight voice. " nak ikut pegi rumah nenek yah ?" he ask. Then I go " tak nak laa. Nanti dah malam sangat laa. Orang belum masak ni kat rumah" all the time talking ni I cuma jenguk kan kepala jer dari luar. Then I keluar balik and do the jiggy dance. ..... Macam orang pass exam laa gitu .. happy kan... :lol:
Kesian Abah .. nampak sah carik ayat nak start bebual ngan kita ... hehehehe
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p.s. to my blogger friends thankx for you encouragement ahh ... lagi lagi Ratna ahh ... lagu cheerleading tu laa yang buat semangat tu .. buahahhahahahahahah :lol: :lol: :lol:
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| Still thinking |
| 12.25.03 (1:27 pm) [edit] |
To go or not to go. This is what I am thinking over and over and over again. Going to my parents' house that is. :?
My Dm called in the evening saying that her aunt is at her house. That I can savely say is her way to ask me to come over. :)
But the problem is my Df is still quiet. Looks like he is still angry with me. Or maybe he is just like me on the egoism side, not giving in so soon. But I missed him already. Is he missing me now? Or is he not :?: :cry:
Under normal circumstances he should miss me by now. Hey!! it's nearly a week :!: :!:
I didn't get to talk to Dm just now when she called so I din't get the chance to ask about Df today. He should be ok. Cuz no crazy complaint from Dm.... hehehe.
Arghhhhh!!! What am I doing :!: :?: I missed him badly but I do not want to give in by showing up first. But I can't stand it!!
Astargfirullah .... I think I should be going there already tomorrow. Anyway, tomorrow's friday and it's a [i]hari kebesaran[/i]... maybe I should ... should I???
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